“Me pasé la vida fingiendo que no me dolía”

An individual reflects on a lifelong pattern of emotional suppression, describing a childhood spent feigning ignorance to cope with painful realities. The narrative highlights a disconnect between the subject's internal awareness and the external perception held by her mother, who believed the subject was oblivious to her surroundings.

By adopting a persona of indifference, the subject sought to insulate herself from emotional distress. This account serves as a personal testimony regarding the long-term psychological impact of childhood concealment and the effort required to maintain a facade of detachment in the face of perceived adversity.